Recently, I dont feel myself at all

Recently, I dont feel myself at all Often in crowds, you find me though But hid beneath the wall Of all those what people do say I choose not to care at all Claustrophobic ; I gasp for breathe As I see people move towards nothingness For what keeps you alive is fear of death Rather day by day, it's what I fear even less Many a times, I feel myself silent A battle inside keeps raging on Fakely though, To be happy is what you're meant It's in those times that I stay aloof Hate some more the ones I hate And choose just to forget Is it the nothingness or mere my illusion My stupidity or rather a delusion Despite all the chaos of the world around Insulated against the sound Weird as it sounds, so does it feel Crazy retard! You might even call But its what I feel that I show in real For lately I dont feel alive I feel nothing at all

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